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My Inspiration

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I feel you. You touch me in places no one ever has. As our fingers interlace beside my head your hands are all I feel, all I see. So much larger than mine. Your warmth sinks into my skin. Softer than I imagined. Gentle. Strong. My world goes fuzzy around the edges as my focus sharpens. Your tenderness breaks me. Your weight presses down on me. Trapping me. Setting me free. Maybe you’ve never touched me, but I feel you.

My Inspiration

I feel you. You touch me in places no one ever has. As our fingers interlace beside my head your hands are all I feel, all I see. So much larger than mine. Your warmth sinks into my skin. Softer than I imagined. Gentle. Strong. My world goes fuzzy around the edges as my focus sharpens. Your tenderness breaks me. Your weight presses down on me. Trapping me. Setting me free. Maybe you’ve never touched me, but I feel you.

I Never Wanted Prince Charming

Disney told me that every pretty pretty princess wants Prince Charming, and isn’t Disney the final word on every little girl’s hopes and dreams? Add to that a few good skewed religious teachings, and I was off into the world with my tackle box and lures. Pshhhh, I got this.
1. I want Prince Charming. Well, not really, but what do I know? Every good little pretty pretty princess wants Charming, and I want to be a good little pretty pretty princess. Wait…..no, no…yes surely I must want to be that. Yes, I want to be the best little pretty pretty princess I can be.
2. I am a good little pretty pretty princess. I thought I was fairly average looking, pretty (just one pretty) when I put in effort, but just plain, average, bordering on forgettable when I didn’t. I thought that was okay too, but what do I know? I must be a good little pretty pretty princess, because surely Prince Charming will want nothing less.
3. Sex is bad. It is bad and dirty and sinful until the day you get married at which point it becomes good and clean and spiritual as long as certain lines arent crossed. Right…? Got it?…No problem? Yes, right. Got it. No problem.
4. Pretty pretty princesses do not have sex outside of marriage. This one’s easy, because I’m fairly certain Prince Charming does not have sex. Well, at least not with anyone other than Ken anyway, but I digress.
5. If you can’t land Prince Charming go for the Knight in Shining Armor. I kinda thought he spent a little too much time with the metal polish…or maybe he just never gets dirty. Meh, what do I know? If I go for him maybe he’ll let me wear something other than this poofy assed dress. Oh dear, I don’t think PPPs are suppose to say “ass”. Damn it…I mean, shit! No, argh!
6. Pretty pretty princesses do not….Fuck it. I give up.

Dear Knight in Shining Armor,

I saw an add in the paper for a shoe shine boy. Just a lil heads up for ya. I kinda miss having you around. Everything was so…clean, but having to go downstairs with the baseball bat myself when I heard those noises kind of did it for me.

Dear Prince Charming,

Sorry I missed the royal wedding. I had a hot date with the Knight in Bloodstained Armor since he had a few days off from protecting your pansy ass. Give my regards to Ken.

Dear Everyone who taught me how to be a good little PPP,

What do I know? Honestly, not much, but it turns out neither did you.